Saturday, February 09, 2008

complicated

Happy Chinese New Year everybody!!!

This new year, I'm getting less than I've gotten in the past two years. I suppose it's because my family is assuming that I have or am about to get a part time job. It's my own fault of course, I'm now 19 and in college, and I keep saying that I'm looking for a part time job even though I have yet to drag myself out of the house to do so.

----------------------------------------------------

For me, school is fine, I'm scraping by and clinging to my academics with all ten of my ffingers and toes even though the rock face that is school is cutting them to the bone. The stress is awful, but I'm hanging in there, I have the support of all my wonderful friends and my precious cousins to keep me afloat. Unfortunately, however, no matter that I'm on the verge of falling off the cliff and plummeting to my doom in failure, I'm still holding on, but I can't really say the same for my friend who is closer to the edge than I am...

M-chan is worrying herself sick. It was her bad luck that she chose a teacher that seemingly has it out for her. She has told me that she might fail the course, and considering the slasher job her teacher does on her paper, I'm not surprised. But as if that wasn't bad enough, she is taking a logic based class, (chemistry) during a six week course. It's tough on her since she's in that class for up to five hours, and her grade is fluctuating badly, so there's some added stress. I can't seem to do anything for her except when we're at school, and even I know that she's emoing when I'm not there.

M-chan! don't do anything stupid kay? All of us (your friends) are here for you!

Let us (your friends and family) be your pillar of support!

Hang in there! only four more days!