OK. I wrote in one of my previos posts that I had a horrible night mare. Well, guess what?
They just got worse.
Now, not only am I surrounded by my friends and family's bloody corpses, I see myself holding a bloody katana. I know the blood belong to the people on the ground, and the skin is flaking off my hands. My blood is black, and the area over my heart is black and rotting.
Does this mean that I am the one to blame for the horrors to come?
I hope not.
I know I hold people at arms length most of the time, but those whom I care for... When I care, I CARE.
Please let this be a warning and not a vision of what is to come...
I am scared...
