Another thing...

My laptop is acting up it seems... I can't access my e-mail, and I can't IM my frieds. What's a girl to do?

Anyway, at least I still have access to some websites... I'm really depressed... god only knows that it takes forever in order to get into certain sites, and the school computers block other sites... sigh...

Any way... I'm gonna go. for real this time...

I am really going to snap if something isn't done...

My mother is a racist bitch. One of my dear friends, Mitsuki, lives on College View ?Rd? ?Drive? According to my mother, that area's mostly populated by hispanics, so she automatically assumed my friend was hispanic. My friend Marrissa is Japanese dammit! I told her that she was wrong, and she had the audacity to yell at me and threaten to not allow me to go out with friends! I didn't do anything wrong! She's the one playing RACIST!!!!

Stupid racist bitch!

I can't believe that I'm related to that-that THING!!!

To make things worse, she's taking a break, so I'll have to deal with that RACIST since she'll be home everyday for the next week.

Seriously... First I have to deal with a delusional boy, now I have to deal with a racist bitch of a mother. Do I have the worst luck or what? If things keep up the way they are, I'm going to snap, and it's not going to be pretty.

I have school tomorrow, so I'm gonna go to bed...

I am at the Limit of My Patience

Dana Ryan Mills is such a damned ass. He doesn't like it when I call him ugly? Well, too bad, cause not only is he uglier than hell, he insults ME every time he says that I'm genderless.

I'M NOT FUCKING GENDERLESS ASSHOLE!!! I'M A GIRL! AND I AM AT LEAST ACCEPTING OF HOW I LOOK!!!

**Deep breath...**

If he doesn't realize how stupid he is, I'm going to kill him. I swear to the God that I do not believe in that if he tries to pull anything funny, I will rip him to shreds.

I mean, come on! He has a family, and he dares suggest that he was abandoned by his family? I mean, puh-lease! I've met his family, and they are the last people who would abandon a helpless baby. I only tolerate him because we happen to have mutual friends. If Sana and Sanchi were not my dearest friends, I would have left that circle of insane idiots a very long time ago.

And you know what's worse?

I FEEL SORRY FOR HIM!!! I FEEL SORRY FOR THE FUCKING ASS SINCE HE IS SO OBVIOUSLY DELUSIONAL!!! I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT I FEEL SORRY FOR HIM!!! THAT IS SO UNBELIEVABLE!!! I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS!!!

**Deep Breath...**

OK....... I'm calm.... I'm calm...... My soul is a still lake....

I JUST CANNOT BELIEVE THAT I FEEL SORRY FOR AN ASS LIKE DANA RYAN MILLS!

**Deep Breath... Calm down... Deep Breath...**

I tolerated him for as long as I possibly could, but I'm at the end of my tether here! He's so very imbedded in his delusions, he tries to draw other people into his dream world! I honestly have to wonder how I can actually put up with that boy! He's creepy, and he's constantly covered in cat hair! Hell, he smells of cat food! He's convinced I'm some sort of supernatural creature, and a Queen of Elves to boot! Hell, He's watched Crest of the Stars so often, that he's become convinced that he's the emperor of the Ahb Empire!

Dee-lus-ion-nal!

How can he actually believe that he is a character of an anime!

I cannot believe him! He even has the damn audacity to believe that I'm engaged to a bunch of anime characters! He's making me look like a fucking slut! Well, one thing is for sure, if something like this happens again, I'm going to rip into him so badly, that not even God will be able to find all the pieces.