lif in general

I shoulda wrote about this earlier this week when I first found out, but I guess I'm been busy trying to wrap my head around what happened.

Something has happened! I'm pretty sure a friendship that has, for me, dulled and become an annoyance of sorts, has been irreparably broken. I should be weepy and begging forgiveness, but oddly, I hardly feel anything. In fact, I feel lighter... As if an enormous burden has just been lifted off my shoulders. Maybe I was just deluding myself into thinking it was friendship when it was simply me taking advantage of the nearest available human resource.

Heh, I never thought that the weight on my shoulders might have been because the resource was getting troublesome. It's probably also because the resource developed feelings for me when I felt nothing for it but mild annoyance. I admit I was getting worried about it. I had been wondering how to resolve this dilemma with the minimum trouble, but the resource has done the work for me.

Granted that it leaves me in a bit of a pinch, since mother fell ill recently, and will be staying home to rest, so she won't be driving me to school, which leaves be with a slight problem, but that little problem has been, I hope, resolved. Some one I consider a [u][b]true[/b][/u] friend has promised to speak with her mother about it, and I do hope that I will get a ride, or else I will have to find an alternative route home. If I have to take the bus, I'll talk mother into giving me the money neccessary for a weeklong bus pass, which is about $60 if I buy it from the PCC Student Bank.

Well, whatever.

While I am not pleased about how the problem was resolved, I am not about to grovel for foregiveness. It's just not the type of person that I am. Why should I ask forgiveness when I hardly feel anything but mild annoyance and faint traces of amusement about it? Either way, I'm perfectly content with how things have come out.

Now if only this dratted cough would just go away....

rawr teh rawrer

Rawr teh rawrer!

or 10 reasons why I LOATHE my laptop computer

1) The charger is a problem child

2) The batery is a problem child

3) The touchpad is stupid

4) The stupid thing loads too slow

5) There is no table of Contents

6) Stupid automatic updates turn OFF my computer when I don't want the computer to be turned off

7) When the stupid automatic updates thing turns OFF the computer, I can NOT find ANYTHING in my History

8) It's too heavy to carry aroound

9) It does not have enough USB ports

10) It's way too big

AND NO! NOONE MAY HAVE IT BECAUSE I AM USING IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

er... wtf?

like, wtf?

I was searching the net for KakaNaru, when I suddenly noticed how many hits that my own sites had. Like, wha?!

Anyway, as I was searching for KakaNaru, Kendrick's Deviantart site came up as a hit.

WEll, Kendrick? Is there something you want to tell me? --waggles eyebrows--

Frivolous Nonscence

Bought a set of sheets that turned out to be a bedskirt, so off I went to return it, then somehow got dragged off to payless to look at shoes. Why the hell do so many girls find shopping fun? Shouldn't shopping be buying essentials when (or against the day) you need themand then leave it at that? And why the hell should I buy some MORE shoes when I already have perfectly good ones at home? Why are people so weird? Females scare me, and that's saying a lot since I'm a girl too. Why can't more members of my gender be less frivolous?