Year Book Pix

Year book pictures. Gotta go and get my Senior T-shirt from the student store. Bells gonna ring. Post again later.

Yumemi Out.

Emotional Topic of the Day!!!

I'm feeling really bad, kinda depressed. As such, today's emotional topic is depression.

Everyone feels depressed at one point or another. Depression is stemmed from guilt and loneliness. Depressed people have a tendancy to try to kill themselves. Masks are usually a front used to hide depression from friends and family, so people close to the depressed person never realize that something is wrong until it is too late.

In scientific terms however, depression is caused by an imbalance in hormones.

In my own terms, depression is caused by a lack of something in life, something that is deperately desired but unacheivable. Depression can cause disorientation, lack of interest, fatigue, and suicidal tendencies, as well as unpredictable mood swings. Then again, the ladies may just be PMSing, and the guys may just be plain old fidgety since they haven't had any for a while.

Ducks and runs from murderous readers...

Depression can be a great number of things, and the definition of depression is different for each person....

Grins and bows...

So ends today's lecture. Now if you will excuse me, I'm going to go drown myself...

Hello! Accounting hour, yep yep

http://livejournal.com/users/KunoichiYumemi

My second LJ account, yay!

Look outside!!! It's Cold!!!

Wow, it's cold outside...

Grins... It's a beautiful Sunday night! The night sky, the cool air, the wind whistling through the trees, the smell of whatever is left of dinner, my cat in my lap, my dog whining for attention in the backyard... It's just so beautiful out here...

I just ate, now I'm hungry again. that's just insane. IF i keep this up, some one will have to roll be to school, I'll be so fat...

My mother is insane... She's accussing me of insane things...

There is this one guy at school called Chris who won't stop bugging me... Ok, wait, that's not true. He was once one of my friends, a potential BF, but then, I don't feel comfortable around him anymore. It's official, we may make a good couple, but it won't work. I cannot be near him without feeling uneasy, as if something is way off.

Chris, if you are reading this, I'm very sorry, but it just won't work. WE won't work. Let's just be friends and say hello in fourth and leave it at that. No more walking me home on Mondays, Wednesdays, or Fridays. Leave that to Dana, insane little creature though he may be.

Tomorrow is Monday, and I am NOT a happy little senior...

Live Journal

My mother is being a bitch again... She threatened to take away my laptop becuase I am on the computer too often. Well excuse me if my teachers like my papers typed instead of handwritten. I certainly cannot help my teacher's preferences where my schoolwork is concerned, and the bitch just goes on and on about my writing "USELESS STORIES"

HELLO!!! I'm not writing stories half the time! I'm typing up reports and labs and papers for my teachers! Incase she hasn't noticed, half of my grade in most of my classes are in written reports, and most of my teachers grade on neatness, in other words, whether the paper was typed or written.

What an idiot...

Anyway, here's a question to be answered...

First, go to my live journal via link above, which is the title, LiveJournal. read my most recent entry, then answer the following question...

in most anime, there are at least one character who is detatched, aloof, and emotionless, and believes that emotions are weak. I personally feel the same way. What do you think? Is emotion a strength or a weakness?

Write as much or as little as you like. I don't really mind much. I just want to know other people's opinions on this topic.

well... See ya!

Accounting test

tired.

looking at an interesting site, http://www.arborbooks.com

yeah...

working on my site, http://www.geocities.com/kunoichi_umi/White_Mage_Tales.html

I need help... Lots of it. I can't get past the first page. Please, can someone help me?

Woke up late today, six twenty, yet miraculously, I managed to get to school about ten to fiftewen minutes before zero period began.

Food festival up next. Looks like I'll be heading down to the art club's table first. It's only fair that I participate at least marginally.

Class is about to end. I'll post again later.

Firstt of November

Tired.

My alarm went off around four in the morning. I know I set it for five...

Anyway, my eardrums nearly burst while I was looking for the stupid alarm clock. It was almost half an hour before I was coherent enough to realize that the clock was on my desk. I was so close to a nerrvous breakdown!!! God I'm tired. I guess I'll just go to sleep...

Saturday before Halloween

I'm tired. Halloween is almost here, and it looks like I'm going to be a witch or a princess... My costumes are so very stupid...

I'm confused about how I feel right now... My heart is beating really fast, and I can't breathe. I know I'm not feeling excited cause I can sit still, and I don't feel disgusted, cuase I'm not sneering at the laptop. I'm pretty confused...

I'll post again later when I can figure out what the hell is going on...

Another thing...

My laptop is acting up it seems... I can't access my e-mail, and I can't IM my frieds. What's a girl to do?

Anyway, at least I still have access to some websites... I'm really depressed... god only knows that it takes forever in order to get into certain sites, and the school computers block other sites... sigh...

Any way... I'm gonna go. for real this time...

I am really going to snap if something isn't done...

My mother is a racist bitch. One of my dear friends, Mitsuki, lives on College View ?Rd? ?Drive? According to my mother, that area's mostly populated by hispanics, so she automatically assumed my friend was hispanic. My friend Marrissa is Japanese dammit! I told her that she was wrong, and she had the audacity to yell at me and threaten to not allow me to go out with friends! I didn't do anything wrong! She's the one playing RACIST!!!!

Stupid racist bitch!

I can't believe that I'm related to that-that THING!!!

To make things worse, she's taking a break, so I'll have to deal with that RACIST since she'll be home everyday for the next week.

Seriously... First I have to deal with a delusional boy, now I have to deal with a racist bitch of a mother. Do I have the worst luck or what? If things keep up the way they are, I'm going to snap, and it's not going to be pretty.

I have school tomorrow, so I'm gonna go to bed...

I am at the Limit of My Patience

Dana Ryan Mills is such a damned ass. He doesn't like it when I call him ugly? Well, too bad, cause not only is he uglier than hell, he insults ME every time he says that I'm genderless.

I'M NOT FUCKING GENDERLESS ASSHOLE!!! I'M A GIRL! AND I AM AT LEAST ACCEPTING OF HOW I LOOK!!!

**Deep breath...**

If he doesn't realize how stupid he is, I'm going to kill him. I swear to the God that I do not believe in that if he tries to pull anything funny, I will rip him to shreds.

I mean, come on! He has a family, and he dares suggest that he was abandoned by his family? I mean, puh-lease! I've met his family, and they are the last people who would abandon a helpless baby. I only tolerate him because we happen to have mutual friends. If Sana and Sanchi were not my dearest friends, I would have left that circle of insane idiots a very long time ago.

And you know what's worse?

I FEEL SORRY FOR HIM!!! I FEEL SORRY FOR THE FUCKING ASS SINCE HE IS SO OBVIOUSLY DELUSIONAL!!! I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT I FEEL SORRY FOR HIM!!! THAT IS SO UNBELIEVABLE!!! I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS!!!

**Deep Breath...**

OK....... I'm calm.... I'm calm...... My soul is a still lake....

I JUST CANNOT BELIEVE THAT I FEEL SORRY FOR AN ASS LIKE DANA RYAN MILLS!

**Deep Breath... Calm down... Deep Breath...**

I tolerated him for as long as I possibly could, but I'm at the end of my tether here! He's so very imbedded in his delusions, he tries to draw other people into his dream world! I honestly have to wonder how I can actually put up with that boy! He's creepy, and he's constantly covered in cat hair! Hell, he smells of cat food! He's convinced I'm some sort of supernatural creature, and a Queen of Elves to boot! Hell, He's watched Crest of the Stars so often, that he's become convinced that he's the emperor of the Ahb Empire!

Dee-lus-ion-nal!

How can he actually believe that he is a character of an anime!

I cannot believe him! He even has the damn audacity to believe that I'm engaged to a bunch of anime characters! He's making me look like a fucking slut! Well, one thing is for sure, if something like this happens again, I'm going to rip into him so badly, that not even God will be able to find all the pieces.

Accounting is killing me!!!

I'm so very tired.... Accounting is hard now! **SOBS**

My classes are killing me!

I can't take it anymore!!!!

You know, I think the most that I have ever done with this blog, is complain...

Oh, well...

Anyway, I have some work due at the end of the period, so I'll update again later.

Umi out.

Friday

I'm tired, I'm hungry, and most of all, I'm cranky, nauseaus, dizzy, headachy, and sick. Can anyone beside my friends see a reason why I'm in a bad mood today?

Anyway, it's Friday, so there really isn't much for me to complain about...

Anyway, Senior year, and I have a bunch of things to do. I'm swamped beyond words, and I also have to do the college applications, send in requests for financial aid, and I still have to take my SATs. Looks like I'm stuck with a junior college. Bleargh......

I just want to eat, and then get some sleep...

So tired...

So hungry...

Oh, well... At least this is fourth period. Lunch is right after this...

Anyway... I got an A! I actually did well on my chapter 5 test! Well... I actually needed four to five tries before I managed to get the equation to balance... I just an so happy that we didn't have to analyze the transaction... I didn't catch that at all.... I have no idea how to analyze any transactions... Of course, I might get it if I read the book...

Anyway... I don't seem to do anything but complain lately, do I? I'm pretty damn stupid and childish sometimes, aren't I?

Anyway... I am in the middle of taking notes for my accounting class, so I'll post again later...

Yumemi Out.

DEADLINE!!!

Deadline is coming for college applications. I haven't taken my SATs yet...

I need Algebra II to get into a CalState, but Algebra II A isn't going to cut it. It's too late to transfer... I have to wait until second semester, and by then, I'm going to be really far behind...

I am so screwed.

BTW rain today. Thunder during sixth period caused a blackout, and the teacher STILL made us work... Talk about unfair...

Anyway, I've got alot of work to do , so I better leave.

Good night!

Yumemi out!

Wednesday...

So it's wednesday... two more days till the weekend! Anyway.... I think I might have come down with a slight cold...

Anyway... I'm rather tired... but this isn't unusual, especially considering my schedule lately. My Zero was rather interesting today, and I've started on catching up with the rest of the class. Not that I'm lazy or anything, Its simply the fact that I started the class a bit late.

Anyway, I managed to unearth my friend's email, one that had been missing for quite a while. I'm very happy, and I've sent her an email. I'm expecting her to reply anyday now. Anyhow, I'm gonna go now. I still have some classwork to finish...

Tuesday... three more days to go...

So, fourth period... And it's tuesday! yay!

I can't believe how quickly time flies... Middle of the quarter already...

I could have sworn that School had started only yesterday... Well, I KNOW school didn't start yesterday, but it feels like school only just started...

Anyway... I'm in the middle of accounting, and the teacher is coming around, so I'll post again later.

Another Monday

So, It's fourth period, and as usual I'm hungry.

I know what you're thinking, you're always hungry at fourth period.

I know that it's usual. But still, add that to how tired I am because of zero period, I doubt that I can live that long. Nevertheless, I really have to start doing my homework, since warning notices are coming out soon. I really don't do well in Algebra, math was never my strong point.

Anyway, I borrowed an Rurouni Kenshin Manga from a friend called Sydney. I was going to return it to him this morning between zero and first, but I couldn't find him anywhere near the bungalows at the PE area. Sadly, if I can't find him, I con't return the book, and I can't borrow any more of the Rurouni Kenshin Mangas.

It's been a full week since I've started zero period, but I don't think I will ever get used to getting up at five, then arriving at school at six-thirty. I've been napping in my second period lately, but that's not at all a good thing. I've been missing out on a lot of things that way...

Like today, we were going over the things we ned for the upcoming test, but I fell asleep. I barely took any notes, and the teacher was giving us the answers to the test too!

Anyway, I really hate my zero nowadays. I mean, as much as I like Drafting, I really don't need the added workload. I have a lot of work to do, and yet, I can't finish anything unless I go without sleep, but considering my schedule, tha's not an option.

I can compromise, do some work at school, finish the rest at home, get at least five to three hours of sleep in the meantime.

I have a site that I'm working on, but considering my workload, I doubt that I'll be working on it for a very long time. But I suppose that it would be a good thing if I get all my work done.

Anyway, I finally have someone my age to IM me. My friend Christopher. Anyway, we're chatting right now, while I'm updating this blog. For those of you who are waiting for my other blog, which I have under a completely false name, it won't be updated anytime soon.

I can guarentee that I will have the next chapterr for WhiteMageTales out by Friday... If people like it, I'll publish it on FictionPress.net

Meanwhile, I'm gonna go do my livejournal...

I HATE BOYS!

I UTTERLY HATE THIS ONE BOY I KNOW! He is insane, and thinks he is the emperor of the AHB empire. His name, is DANA RYAN MILLS. He thinks that I am engaged to Athrun Zalla, Heero Yuy, Duo Maxwell, and am best friends with Elrond, Galadriel, Arwen, Aragorn, and that I am his cousin.

He is convinced that he is married and that he has memories of his past life.

OK, let's set things srtaight.

ATHRUN ZALLA is from Gundam Seed Destiny, and thus, not real.

HEERO YUY and DUO MAXWELL are from Gundam Wing, and thus, they are also not real.

ELROND, GALADRIEL, ARWEN, AND ARAGORN are from the Lord of the Rings, and so they too, are not real...

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST... Last time I checked, my mother's side of the family was vietnamese, and my father's side was pure Japanese! I am by no means White! Not a single ounce of my heritage comes from anywhere near Europe!

Have my rant gotten old yet?

If so, sorry, cause I'm not done.

He is uterly insane, and he lives in this weird fantasy world. He is convinced that I am immortal, and that I am his spiritual guardian.

What the fuck is he smoking!!!???

I mean, immortal? I wish!

Bell Schedule for Earthquake drill

There is to be an earth quake drill tomorrow. Just to remind myself, here's the schedule.

Period Time
0 6:43 - 7:30
1 7:41 - 8:27
2 8:34 - 9:20
3 9:27 - 10:13
4 10:20 - 11:10
drill 11:10 - 12:10
lunch 12:10 - 12:49
5 12:57 - 1:43
6 1:51 - 2:37

First Day of Zero

First day of Zero Period. I got up at five in order to get to school by 6:30.

It's fourth Period now, and I'm very tired. I'm also hungry, but this is fourth period, lunch is just after this, so that's nothing unusual.

If I feel this tired four periods after Zero, I dread to think how I'll feel by the end of the week. I already look horrible with the dark circles under my eyes, and I'll probably look worse by the time Friday comes around.

I just finished my practice test, and I got everything correct. Sadly, I had to redo everything at least twice before the equation would balance. Anyway, the bell is about to ring, so I'll post again later.