I am at the Limit of My Patience

Dana Ryan Mills is such a damned ass. He doesn't like it when I call him ugly? Well, too bad, cause not only is he uglier than hell, he insults ME every time he says that I'm genderless.

I'M NOT FUCKING GENDERLESS ASSHOLE!!! I'M A GIRL! AND I AM AT LEAST ACCEPTING OF HOW I LOOK!!!

**Deep breath...**

If he doesn't realize how stupid he is, I'm going to kill him. I swear to the God that I do not believe in that if he tries to pull anything funny, I will rip him to shreds.

I mean, come on! He has a family, and he dares suggest that he was abandoned by his family? I mean, puh-lease! I've met his family, and they are the last people who would abandon a helpless baby. I only tolerate him because we happen to have mutual friends. If Sana and Sanchi were not my dearest friends, I would have left that circle of insane idiots a very long time ago.

And you know what's worse?

I FEEL SORRY FOR HIM!!! I FEEL SORRY FOR THE FUCKING ASS SINCE HE IS SO OBVIOUSLY DELUSIONAL!!! I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT I FEEL SORRY FOR HIM!!! THAT IS SO UNBELIEVABLE!!! I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS!!!

**Deep Breath...**

OK....... I'm calm.... I'm calm...... My soul is a still lake....

I JUST CANNOT BELIEVE THAT I FEEL SORRY FOR AN ASS LIKE DANA RYAN MILLS!

**Deep Breath... Calm down... Deep Breath...**

I tolerated him for as long as I possibly could, but I'm at the end of my tether here! He's so very imbedded in his delusions, he tries to draw other people into his dream world! I honestly have to wonder how I can actually put up with that boy! He's creepy, and he's constantly covered in cat hair! Hell, he smells of cat food! He's convinced I'm some sort of supernatural creature, and a Queen of Elves to boot! Hell, He's watched Crest of the Stars so often, that he's become convinced that he's the emperor of the Ahb Empire!

Dee-lus-ion-nal!

How can he actually believe that he is a character of an anime!

I cannot believe him! He even has the damn audacity to believe that I'm engaged to a bunch of anime characters! He's making me look like a fucking slut! Well, one thing is for sure, if something like this happens again, I'm going to rip into him so badly, that not even God will be able to find all the pieces.

Accounting is killing me!!!

I'm so very tired.... Accounting is hard now! **SOBS**

My classes are killing me!

I can't take it anymore!!!!

You know, I think the most that I have ever done with this blog, is complain...

Oh, well...

Anyway, I have some work due at the end of the period, so I'll update again later.

Umi out.

Friday

I'm tired, I'm hungry, and most of all, I'm cranky, nauseaus, dizzy, headachy, and sick. Can anyone beside my friends see a reason why I'm in a bad mood today?

Anyway, it's Friday, so there really isn't much for me to complain about...

Anyway, Senior year, and I have a bunch of things to do. I'm swamped beyond words, and I also have to do the college applications, send in requests for financial aid, and I still have to take my SATs. Looks like I'm stuck with a junior college. Bleargh......

I just want to eat, and then get some sleep...

So tired...

So hungry...

Oh, well... At least this is fourth period. Lunch is right after this...

Anyway... I got an A! I actually did well on my chapter 5 test! Well... I actually needed four to five tries before I managed to get the equation to balance... I just an so happy that we didn't have to analyze the transaction... I didn't catch that at all.... I have no idea how to analyze any transactions... Of course, I might get it if I read the book...

Anyway... I don't seem to do anything but complain lately, do I? I'm pretty damn stupid and childish sometimes, aren't I?

Anyway... I am in the middle of taking notes for my accounting class, so I'll post again later...

Yumemi Out.

DEADLINE!!!

Deadline is coming for college applications. I haven't taken my SATs yet...

I need Algebra II to get into a CalState, but Algebra II A isn't going to cut it. It's too late to transfer... I have to wait until second semester, and by then, I'm going to be really far behind...

I am so screwed.

BTW rain today. Thunder during sixth period caused a blackout, and the teacher STILL made us work... Talk about unfair...

Anyway, I've got alot of work to do , so I better leave.

Good night!

Yumemi out!

Wednesday...

So it's wednesday... two more days till the weekend! Anyway.... I think I might have come down with a slight cold...

Anyway... I'm rather tired... but this isn't unusual, especially considering my schedule lately. My Zero was rather interesting today, and I've started on catching up with the rest of the class. Not that I'm lazy or anything, Its simply the fact that I started the class a bit late.

Anyway, I managed to unearth my friend's email, one that had been missing for quite a while. I'm very happy, and I've sent her an email. I'm expecting her to reply anyday now. Anyhow, I'm gonna go now. I still have some classwork to finish...

Tuesday... three more days to go...

So, fourth period... And it's tuesday! yay!

I can't believe how quickly time flies... Middle of the quarter already...

I could have sworn that School had started only yesterday... Well, I KNOW school didn't start yesterday, but it feels like school only just started...

Anyway... I'm in the middle of accounting, and the teacher is coming around, so I'll post again later.

Another Monday

So, It's fourth period, and as usual I'm hungry.

I know what you're thinking, you're always hungry at fourth period.

I know that it's usual. But still, add that to how tired I am because of zero period, I doubt that I can live that long. Nevertheless, I really have to start doing my homework, since warning notices are coming out soon. I really don't do well in Algebra, math was never my strong point.

Anyway, I borrowed an Rurouni Kenshin Manga from a friend called Sydney. I was going to return it to him this morning between zero and first, but I couldn't find him anywhere near the bungalows at the PE area. Sadly, if I can't find him, I con't return the book, and I can't borrow any more of the Rurouni Kenshin Mangas.

It's been a full week since I've started zero period, but I don't think I will ever get used to getting up at five, then arriving at school at six-thirty. I've been napping in my second period lately, but that's not at all a good thing. I've been missing out on a lot of things that way...

Like today, we were going over the things we ned for the upcoming test, but I fell asleep. I barely took any notes, and the teacher was giving us the answers to the test too!

Anyway, I really hate my zero nowadays. I mean, as much as I like Drafting, I really don't need the added workload. I have a lot of work to do, and yet, I can't finish anything unless I go without sleep, but considering my schedule, tha's not an option.

I can compromise, do some work at school, finish the rest at home, get at least five to three hours of sleep in the meantime.

I have a site that I'm working on, but considering my workload, I doubt that I'll be working on it for a very long time. But I suppose that it would be a good thing if I get all my work done.

Anyway, I finally have someone my age to IM me. My friend Christopher. Anyway, we're chatting right now, while I'm updating this blog. For those of you who are waiting for my other blog, which I have under a completely false name, it won't be updated anytime soon.

I can guarentee that I will have the next chapterr for WhiteMageTales out by Friday... If people like it, I'll publish it on FictionPress.net

Meanwhile, I'm gonna go do my livejournal...

I HATE BOYS!

I UTTERLY HATE THIS ONE BOY I KNOW! He is insane, and thinks he is the emperor of the AHB empire. His name, is DANA RYAN MILLS. He thinks that I am engaged to Athrun Zalla, Heero Yuy, Duo Maxwell, and am best friends with Elrond, Galadriel, Arwen, Aragorn, and that I am his cousin.

He is convinced that he is married and that he has memories of his past life.

OK, let's set things srtaight.

ATHRUN ZALLA is from Gundam Seed Destiny, and thus, not real.

HEERO YUY and DUO MAXWELL are from Gundam Wing, and thus, they are also not real.

ELROND, GALADRIEL, ARWEN, AND ARAGORN are from the Lord of the Rings, and so they too, are not real...

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST... Last time I checked, my mother's side of the family was vietnamese, and my father's side was pure Japanese! I am by no means White! Not a single ounce of my heritage comes from anywhere near Europe!

Have my rant gotten old yet?

If so, sorry, cause I'm not done.

He is uterly insane, and he lives in this weird fantasy world. He is convinced that I am immortal, and that I am his spiritual guardian.

What the fuck is he smoking!!!???

I mean, immortal? I wish!

Bell Schedule for Earthquake drill

There is to be an earth quake drill tomorrow. Just to remind myself, here's the schedule.

Period Time
0 6:43 - 7:30
1 7:41 - 8:27
2 8:34 - 9:20
3 9:27 - 10:13
4 10:20 - 11:10
drill 11:10 - 12:10
lunch 12:10 - 12:49
5 12:57 - 1:43
6 1:51 - 2:37

First Day of Zero

First day of Zero Period. I got up at five in order to get to school by 6:30.

It's fourth Period now, and I'm very tired. I'm also hungry, but this is fourth period, lunch is just after this, so that's nothing unusual.

If I feel this tired four periods after Zero, I dread to think how I'll feel by the end of the week. I already look horrible with the dark circles under my eyes, and I'll probably look worse by the time Friday comes around.

I just finished my practice test, and I got everything correct. Sadly, I had to redo everything at least twice before the equation would balance. Anyway, the bell is about to ring, so I'll post again later.

I have a zero period

My counselor gave me a zero period today. I can't blame her, seeing as I'm fifteen credits behind. But I will put up with it. I do want to graduate after all.

Seventeen at Long Last!

I'm Finally seventeen!

Happy Birthday to Me!!

Good day vs Bad Day

This morning, I spoke with my mother about the SATs, and she had the gall to yell at me. She yelled at me. I just wanted to know when she was going to sign me up to take the SATs.

What type of parent YELLS at their kids just because they want to succeed?

The way my mother has been going on, you'd think that she doesn't want me to succeed.

Most parents want their kid to succeed.

What type of parent is that?

My life is seriously warped.

I utterly love writing. I even have my own little profile in fanfiction.net

You can find me under the penname KunoichiUmi

Anyway, there is an anime club meeting at lunch today. I'm not quite sure if i want to join or not, but i do know that I'll spend a part of lunch in the library, and if not the library, than either in 145 or in the cafeteria.

Anyway, has anyone noticed that I've mostly been posting while I'm in class?

Geez.

Talk about inconsistant.

Any way, I've also got an account at fictionpress.net

You can find me under the penname KunoichiUmi

If you can't get me, then either put in an under score or a space when you use the search engine.

Sigh.

Period four.

Just a few more minutes and I can go to lunch.

I can't wait. I'm absolutely starving.

I was so pissed off with my mother this morning that I threw away my breakfast without eating it and came straight to school.

I threw everything into the trash, bowl, ceral, milk, spoon and all.

Teehee!

I never thought that accounting could be so confusing!

I never thought that accounting could be so confusing! I think I prefered the lessons from the beginning. they were much easier back then. I'm really tired now, though. I want to have lunch, but I know that I won't have any, considering that I haven't done any of my Algebra II homework just yet. I hope that Mr. Luk won't start walking up and down the aisle to check if we have our homework. God only knows how badly I'll fail the class if he did.

Anyway, I really need a break. I can't survive like this! I really need to find friends who won't try to kill me at the drop of a hat.

Knights of the Zodiac

I've finally managed to get Knoghts of the Zodiac from my friend. Finally! I actually had to call his parents and ask them to remind him to bring the manga. Then, I'm talking to Sana and Sanchi about Belgerion, and Dana actually has the gall to try to push me down the stairs! Some friend. I may not be the smartest person in the world, but I do know one thing, real friends don't try to kill each other!

Damn, lesson started. I'll post again later.

Yumemi out.

Afterschool at the library

I was so busy at lunch time, that by the time I finished my assignment, there was no time to eat. Now I'm hungry.

I'm currently at the school library, voluntering. I really hope that one of these days, I'll be able to find a good set of manga at library. I do hope that I'll be able to find Tokyo Babylon volume 2 before I graduate.I'd love to read it.

Actually, it would be more responsible if I was more worried about graduating instead of what books I hope that I'll beable to read. I mean, honestly, what kind of senior am I?

Anyway, I figured out how to determine the balance for a T account. It was pretty easy. I also have to teach Veena how to work Excel to complete the chapter three work. Me myself, I was shaking all through the lesson. I didn't want to teach her the wrong thing by accident.

Anyway, I have an Algebra II test tomorrow. I really hope I pass, cause I honestly don't want to stay afterschool with Mr. Luk, even if it is for tutoring. But I also was to pass, and I want to graduate. AHH!!!

This is actually one of those circular thoughts. You think one thought, it leads to another disturbing thought, that one leads to another one, and that one leads you back to the beginning, and everything starts all over again. This makes my head hurt... @o@

Anyway, I have a minimal amount of homework today, and I'm just really glad that I can get them all done during school, resulting in only one or two assignments to take home, hopefully without aby books. I mean, hello! Anyone tried carrying home six very heavy books for twelve blocks?

It's very painful.

Trust me.

Anyway, the library is closing. So I guess I'll post again later.

Ja!

Anything but Classwork!

I love Kenshin (A character in one of my favorite mangas). I really shouldn't do things like this during class, but hey! This is the only class during which I actually have acess to a computer. Lunch doesn't count as a period.

I'm totally confused now. Serves me right for not paying attention. But I'm sure that given time, I'll understand everything. Sadly, I don't have time. Not much, anyway. I can always get the first part, but I can never catch the end, when we balance every thing. I try, but I just can't catch it! It's just so frustrating!

I'm gonna post this now, and go ask for help. I'll probably post again later.

I really should do my classwork

I really should concentrate on my school work, but honestly! I can do the work easily at home. I'm not as lazy as I seem. I just don't know what to do. I miss some of my friends in the second period Accountin. they were a lot of help. They actually bugged me to do my work in class. Damn, I really sound whiny, don't I? Hmph.

Anyway, I really can't get onto my Xanga. This really pisses me off. All Xanga is is a journal of sorts. and the school labels it e-mail and chat! It's blocked! I am so totally pissed!

Change of Periods

I honestly hate my life. My own classes have all been switched around. I really hate Algebra II, and now, when I'm in my last year of school, I'm stuck in Algebra II two years. Plus, my schedule has been changed for the second time in the past week. Enviromental Science is still my first, but my second period is now Economics. Third is still World Lit, but my fourth period is now accounting. Fifth is now Algebra II, and sixth is still American Lit. my old scedule was as follows:

Period Class

1 Enviromental Science

2 Accounting

3 World Lit

4 Algebra II

5 Economics

6 American Lit

Big change, huh?

I'm also low on credits, so I'm in a bit of a jam. By the end of the school year, I'll probably be missing about ten elective credits.

Honestly?

I am really pissed. I should have done better, I could have done better. Of course, it's a little late for that. I'm not happy, but if I can find someway to put up those credits, hopefully in summer school, I'll be happy. Speaking of summer school, can a senior even take summer school?

If not, then I'm seriously screwed.

Second Period: Accounting

it's amazing how quickly life can go downhill. I lost my binder yesterday at lunch, and i only recovered it when I got into first period this morning. I'm very lucky that I had a minimal amount of homework yesterday, and it's nothing due in the first two periods. Anyway, any home work i had has been finished in class, thank goodness for small favors.

Anyway, I just finished taking my practice-test for accounting, and there was only one small mistake, which was easily fixed. I left off a negative when there were two assets. A small and careless mistake, but it was easily fixed, and the equation is balanced. Accounting is easily one of my favorite and easiest classes by far. Easy A.

So, I also have bad news. I'm doing very badly in Algebra II, and I need it to get into Cal State. I'd take Algebra II two years, but I'm in my senior year, and it would be highly embarressing to end up as a Super-Senior.

Besides, if I don't graduate... I'll never get my novels by Susan R. Matthews. However, that is irrelevant. If I work hard, I hope to at least pass Algebra II with at least a C or a D. I'll settle for a C, thanks. I want to graduate, and I must not let senior-itis get to me. I CANNOT!!!

Is it obvious that I'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown yet? HA! only two-three weeks into school, and I'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown. Pathetic, really.

Anyhow, We're checking the practice test now, so I'll post again later.

Yumemi out.